[ some ramblings after a day spent inhaling lead ]

mood: some kinda sulky
song of the day: whatever
current rave: koc age 3 beta version

ano na ba nangyayari sa yo lately at parang nawawala ka sa sirkulasyon?

wala lang. lahat na ata nangyari sa kin nitong past week. najan na sunod sunod ang pagdating ng problema and i thought kakayanin kong deadma lang sa lahat. pero hindi pala. someone as stoic as me could break down anytime. natutunan ko yan.

bakit ang drama mo naman ata?

ano bang problema mo? eh sa nagdadrama pa ko eh. teka tuloy ko lang. ewan ko lang. i've spent almost all the years na may malay ako trying to build up that shell around me. it's just been a while since i let my defenses down and i dunno how i would feel. confusing sobra.

what's keeping you busy?

madami. i wish i could enumerate them. hehe. sige simulan natin. rrl, 190, 113, yang 141 na yan, yang progress report chuvanelles na yan. yang mga ewan na yan. yang microstrip na yan. ewan ko na lang talaga ha.

ano pa reklamo mo sa buhay ha? puro ka na lang reklamo eh

hoy kaya nga may blog no...para mareklamo ko lahat ng pwede kong ireklamo. hay i wish everything is still the same. period. i know i've been trying too hard. but i guess it wouldn't hurt to try some more, would it? i mean, ika nga ng isang tao diyan, you stop ONLY when you cease believing...however, you don't cease believing JUST LIKE THAT... so i guess, yun na yun no? alam ko corny na to...pero ito yung sagot ko dun sa last post ko...yun yun.

so yun na yun? kala ko pa naman kung ano na..

yun na nga. kulit.