for the past couple of days ive been so messed i don't think i know myself anymore. all of a sudden, i want to grow up and get of this immature pathetic self that i'm in. hindi naman ako ganto dati. i never wanted to grow pa nga eh. but then again, some incidents siguro nangyayari na ang purpose nila sa buhay mo is to bonk you in the head...para magising ka sa katotohanan ika nga. pero oh well, might be another one of my crazy episodes.

pero come to think of it, do i really wanna grow up? i have this huge fear of having responsibilities eh pero di ba, if i won't grow up now, kelan pa? pag anjan na yung mga problema? haay, sana bata na lang ako forever.

pero hindi nga kasi pwede yun eh.

so yun.