fatigue starts to kick in

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MUSIC PLAYING: para sa masa - eraserheads
KILCHER MODE: sick + tired + harassed + frustrated

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it's been a pretty depressing day.

i'm sick and i can't think straight. to top all that, the halfway's on august 4 and i still am not able to configure that darned rf chip. darn darn darn. ayaw pa gumana ng target interface module chuva na finab namin yesterday.

now i can't debug the freaking thing if mignon's using the target interface thing.

my eyes are swollen and i don't know kung bakit. parati naman akong nagpupuyat but i never felt this tired before. medyo sabog na rin ako and i even felt dizzy a few hours ago. as in, nakatayo lang ako habang nagseset-up sila elay ng pc nila tas bigla na lang umikot yung paligid ko, i even said "bakit ba kayo nagsispin, magsitigil nga nahihilo na ko..."

dyopel said that i shouldn't stay inside the lab for straight hours. the atmosphere is really weird here. i mean, may nagsosolder, may kung ano-anong kaek-ekan, plus aircon pa so di ba? ang panget ng feeling, parang a mini-migraine waiting to explode. brr...

hay.

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Song: Hard to Believe
Artist: Eraserheads
Album: Sticker Happy

I find it hard to believe
That all the pain that we are feeling
Has some meaning in this world

It's so hard to believe
When everything you see is different
From the things that you've been told

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much

Oh please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

I find it hard to believe
That someone up there is waiting
With arms open wide and smiling

It's so hard to believe
When someone told me that your suffering
Is what you get for living

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much

Oh please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world

The only thing I can believe

It's so hard to believe

It's so hard to believe

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much

Oh please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world

The only thing I can believe
The only thing I can believe
The only thing I can...
Believe

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